25 facts about me.

1) I am 5’1 .

2) My birth date is 30 April.

3) I love sleeping more than studying.

4) I am more lazy than an average person because i don’t go out unless i really have to.

5) I wear specs but i also use lenses.

6) I am a Gemini.

7) I like to make people laugh or smile and i also like to assume that i am funny.

8) My dream place or a place that i would like to visit in the future is Paris and London.

9) I wasn’t much of a makeup lover but now that I’ve applied it quite a few time, i think it’s nice😂.

10) My favourite tv show is The chilling adventures of Sabrina, legacies, deadly class and stranger things.

11) I love rom com movies.

12) I love many colours and not just one in particular.

13) I was born and brought up in Jabalpur and i still live here.

14) My favourite fruit is apple and pineapple.

15) I love to drink Coca Cola.

16) I have two siblings :one brother and one sister.

17) I have never been a bright student.

18) I hate spiders and i can’t stand being around them.

19) My celebrity crush (hollywood) is Gavin Leatherwood and (bollywood) is kartik Aaryan.

20) I love Liza koshy and if she ever came to India i would definitely go to meet her!

21) My favourite song is live while we’re young by one One Direction and i like how it feels by Enrique Iglesias.

22) I’ve never been to a funeral

23) I love hollywood songs and i can listen to ’em anyday, anytime, anywhere!

24) I like to read books and i was a little obsessed with reading when i was in 10th grade so i used to finish a book in a day.

25) My favourite movie is Divergent and i can watch it on repeat for a month.

Thanks for reading! ❤

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Farewell.

15 years ago i went to a place where i made a billion memories without even realising what i was doing. To be honest,i was never a school person. I am glad that it’s over now. No more uniforms, no more standing under the sun in the morning and during recess, no more pigtails. Everyday i went to school because i had to and not because i wanted to but on the last day of school i realised that i was actually going to miss that place. I realised just how much i will miss meeting my friends every morning, playing games with them in the classroom, our banters, our laughs, everything. And then the big day came, the day we had been waiting for, for so long, the day to wave our final goodbyes to the people we spent those epic 15 years with, farewell day. I remember it like it happened yesterday. Wearing a saree for the very first time, the excitement, the chills! I remember getting ready at home and then calling my friends to ask them if they were ready yet, i remember how beautiful and handsome everybody looked, pumped up with both excitement and adrenalin. After all it was farewell and everybody wanted to look their best! Everbody wanted to leave a great last impression,so when they look back, their lips set into a curve, thinking it was worth everything ! We danced till our feet were hurting and clicked pictures till our phone’s memory was full but the feeling of not letting the day end was still there. Nobody wanted to leave, nobody wanted to say goodbye but we all knew that we had to. And finally the moment had arrived to bid goodbyes……until we could meet again. I remember how everyone was crying and hugging one another , even the guys whom i expected won’t cry, cried a little, it felt like crying was the easiest thing to do that day because saying goodbye was the hard one. I remembered standing in that corner accompanied by my friend. Both of us quiet. Numb. There were no tears in our eyes but our hearts could feel the pain and another friend who was asking me to just show ‘one tear’,it was quite amusing. We both knew that this goodbye was just temporary so we kept hugging eveyone and giving them consolation and that’s how our farewell day ended. Now that i think about it, i think that i should have cried a little 😂.

(this post is dedicated to all my classmates who made the last two years of my school life a little better and our teachers for turning us into the people we are today.❤)

P. S. If reading this made you smile or think about your school life and farewell day then give it a like and a comment!

Insecurities.

Insecurity is something that I’ve struggled with for a very long time. I am still not fully over it but enough to share this with you guys. You see i have always noticed what’s good in people and how perfect they are. I never saw anybody’s flaws or their imperfections. And what i did after was worse. I compared their perfect self with my flaws. Always. And that’s how i started to get insecure about myself. I started to think “how come they get to be perfect all the time and i don’t ” . I knew that i was wrong but still i continued to think so and after a decade i found something that changed my perspective and i came to realize that everybody is perfect and imperfect in someway or another, nobody’s perfect. That something was the people i surround myself with. The kind of people who always make me think that i am beautiful and made me gain my confidence. I would be lying if i said that i don’t think about my insecurities anymore because i do. I still stare at my mirror and see what i used to, my flaws. But i am trying to overcome them bit by bit. Day by day i am trying to let all the positivity around me soak in . And i am sure that one day i will look in the mirror and realize how beautiful i am and how foolish i was to think otherwise. Maybe not today but soon.

Find your thing <3

Movies. Watching movies for hours and not getting tired is my thing. It’s kind of like therapy for me. I love how an hour and a half movie can make me feel better instantly. How it helps me in escaping my reality and instantly switching into another one and i absolutely love it. Because who doesn’t want an escape from their ordinary reality right? Even if it’s just for an hour or two. Whenever i am sad, angry, jealous or even happy, i watch a movie and i am like “what a great day it was!” (literally). So the point of all my blabbering here is that : if you are feeling low or just want an escape from all the stuff that’s happening with you, just do your thing. It could be anything like reading a book or listening to music or even dancing. Just that one thing which makes you feel heaven on earth, some different kind of pure bliss. Don’t let that thing be a person because a person won’t give you the kind of satisfaction and self confidence that i am talking about here. I have found my thing and i am grateful that I did! Now it’s your turn.

(P. S. If your thing is also watching movies then i can recommend some pretty good ones so just ask! ❤)

Kind ones! (friends) <3

Have you ever met someone who is so kind that you start to think ‘what did i do to ever deserve them? ‘ . If you haven’t, then you should because those are the kind of people you should be friends with. Luckily for me i have three of them and i can’t be thankful enough to god for blessing me with these three gems. Now, if you ever meet a kind person, how would you recognise them? Well, i think there really is no way that you wouldn’t because these are the kind of person who will always be there for you, who will always motivate you, who will always tease you but in a good way, who will never be jealous of you or would make you jealous of them, who will never let you be uncomfortable or feel awkward in any situation, who will always ALWAYS be there for you no matter how far you are . Whenever you have a problem regarding anything , you can always count on them for solving it. If you ever find someone like this, grab them and never let them go because these are the kind of people who will be by your side till the very end. I have found mine, now it’s your turn.

(Dedicated to : SIMRAN, ANANYA AND KHUSHI. )

Birthday.

Birthday. A day full of excitement, happiness and love. No soul can stay upset/ depressed on that day, reason being ofcourse the love and attention. We may get tired of saying ‘thankyou’ to everyone for their wishes but they keep on coming. Even the people we have never interacted with before and people who were complete strangers till last night, wish us and show their regards to us. And then the next day? Poof! No messages, no interaction with those people who just a few hours ago were sending their love and wishes through a small text. No more ‘hey, how are you? ‘ or ‘have a nice day’. THAT’S the thing i don’t like about birthdays. The feeling of being special for just a day. I wonder what the world would look like if people greeted each other with the same enthusiasm that they do on their birthday. What it would feel like to receive a text, out of the blue, that says ‘hey beautiful, how are you?’ or ‘ how was your day? ‘ not because someone tells you to ask it, but because you FELT like asking it. Just a small ‘go with happiness ‘ gesture can do wonders to people and bring smile to their faces. I don’t do it either,but i am going to. Starting today. I hope you will too.